Totally random randomness

It was quite a week. There were lots of us that just came off of this week saying, "Wow, glad I lived through this....." It was a particularly trying Friday today. I am sitting here watching the presidential debate and I have tons of random thoughts flying through my head. I have to get them out, so here goes. (and I apologize in advance because I feel they're mostly negative....)

I am feeling:

• scared of the possible future president


• annoyed at people who keep having tons of kids when they can't afford the ones they have


• worried about money


• sad


• I miss Holly more everyday, and I thought that would get better


• so happy for having my dogs


• especially loving Yankee right now


• Leo's kind of on my shitlist....he won't stop barking his fool head off


• stressed about my dirty house


• okay about my car at the moment


• happy that I was able to get my car fixed for SUPER cheap


• worried about saving enough money for a new car soon


• wondering how I will afford Christmas


• wondering if I will be able to cruise again soon


• worried about my students


• annoyed at a parent of one of my students


• wonder how people can tell kids some of the things they come to school knowing


• pissed that McCain will never look at Barak when he is talking....what the hell?


• annoyed that my ipod is a "classic" and not a "fifth generation"


• loving the books that I am reading about vampires....I know, right?


• sad for my friend and her baby woes


• excited for my other friends and their awesome families


• worried for some people and their houses


• annoyed that I pulled a gray hair this morning


• cold, Yankee just came in from outside and there is dew already


• worried about my sister and college


• worried about my friend's daughter and her mental health


• thinking my grandpa might be really really sick (really)


• praying that it's not what I think it might be


• wondering if I should go the doctor for this damn cyst


• wishing I could eat healthier


• wanting to find myself


• wondering why I'm so dang sad


• excited to see NKOTB (you laugh? bring it!!)


• missing D


• excited to go to Archivers and STL next weekend


• wondering how C's doing in second grade. second grade?? where does the time go?


• wanting to get obediance training for Leo


• sperm donor?


• 23 months and counting


• glad our atmosphere at school is so much better this year (adult-wise)


• missing my kiddos from last year


• thankful for a really nice comment from a fifth grade teacher today


• really wanting to go to bed


• would love to sleep through the night.....although it was almost all night last night!!!


• glad that dang possum isn't coming back anymore


• jealous of my parents and their upcoming cruise


• so totally happy that my parents are traveling together, just the two of them


• NEVER would have guessed that would happen just a few years ago


• wondering how Galveston is coming along


• relieved "The Spot" is still standing


• I am happy that my kids had a super Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday


• not sure what happened Friday


• happy we got the shelf elf award again


• That's everytime we've gone to the library and we've gotten it


• Barak is being too nice


• wish I were scrapbooking


• wondering where my tiger club paycheck is


• annoyed at after school people


• thankful for supportive parents


• wondering if there is something wrong with me, what the hell is up with all these random thoughts?


• thinking most people have moved on to another website by now


• Yankee has sleepy eyes


• me too


• shocked at the audacity of people


• in awe of some


• sad for kids that don't have a chance in hell because of their worthless parents


• happy for those that will make it despite their parents


• wondering if my dvd player will ever work again


• I need to return Juno


• I need to print pictures


• grading is all caught up except for today's math test, go me!!


• I think I could keep going, but I should probably stop


• I WILL sleep in tomorrow, come hell or high water


• one random picture, I'm going to pick number 789 from our summer cruise....wonder what it will be?

Well that was interesting.....wonder if it will help me to stop obsessing about all this c-r-a-p.....?