I had a really hard day. Someone asked me, what was wrong with your day, did something really big happen? No, nothing really big happened, just a MILLION little things happened. Sometimes those million little things can be SO much worse than one big thing. I can't seem to keep my head above water, I feel like I am drowning.
Sometimes I think it may be because I have overextended myself with Tiger Club and Math Masters everyday after school. But I don't think that is it. Not "it" all by itself anyway. And I would never quit Tiger Club again. For one I need the money, and for another I really do like it. (well most of the time when I'm not dealing with annoying hormonal fifth grade girls, ughhh.)
I feel so overwhelmed. School, Home, Students' Parents, Friends, Kids, House, Family, Pets. None of them are bad things, I love every aspect of my life. But at this moment in time they are all clashing together to make one big bang. That big bang is rattling my cage. It's making me have blurry vision. It's making me not want to get out of bed in the morning. It's making me sad. Sigh.
I hope that it's the change in weather that is just kicking my butt, and that is the reason why the kids at school are being so crazy. I'm going to the movies tonight with great friends, so hopefully that will take away some of my blues. I'm hopeful.
Well, at least I get to have popcorn for dinner, right?
Three Years
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